Dear future fomer in-laws:

I know I have grown very distant over the past three years and I want you to know that it’s isn’t you, it’s me. I got to a point where I couldn’t fake it any more. I was not happy and I didn’t want to hide it. I love your son/brother/grandson/nephew/cousin… but we’ve grown very far apart and we were never really the couple we may have appeared to be.

I will be telling him soon that I am leaving in a couple weeks. He won’t be happy and I expect you will begin to hate me, if you haven’t already. I’m very uncomfortable with all of this, since I’ve known some of you longer then I have known Ex. One of my biggest fears in life is to be disliked…by anyone.

I probably wont be very good at keeping in touch, again, it’s nothing personal…it’s my own insecurities that keep me withdrawn. I feel as though should explain myself to you, but I can not do so with out placing blame and negativity on Ex and I’d prefer to just not go there with you all.

So forgive me. I still care, I just have a really shitty way of showing it.

Love always,
GoodbyeGal

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